Lost

Where have your come
  where are you going to
Why can't I find and have
  to seek you out, running
Wildly trying to find
  why am I alone not
Protected, you should
  have been there
Since I was so young
  you so old, safer
Was what I should have
  been, but this is not
The way it works, instead
  I am left on my on
Spinning around trying
  to find why you were
Absent, and when I spin
  once more I find you
There where I least expected
  hiding with me, coming
And joining the dark places
  because they are known
By the little bit of light
  you cast through